Best In the World!

I am one of the fortunate people to proudly say that I’ve been in love. Being in love is one of the most amazing feelings in the world. I miss that. The feeling of knowing someone loves you back just as much as you love them; it’s truly amazing. Knowing that there is another person in this world who cares about you, your well-being, and have accepted you as you are. Being able to look into someone’s eyes without saying a word and experience a feeling like none other—unexplainable, yet unbelievably great. Knowing a person—their strengths, their weaknesses, what annoys them, what makes them happy, what makes them sad, their habits, their beliefs and knowing there is someone that knows just as much about yourself than you do is euphoric … I miss that. I’ve had the pleasure of experiencing what love is and what it is about. I didn’t know that I could give so much love to another person, and it’s that feeling of being able to make someone feel as if they are on the highest of mountains, on cloud nine, that makes you realize what you’re capable of and the strength of saying those three words, “I love you.” I miss that. I never realized how strong a relationship could be if you were able to confide in your significant other—being each others best friend. When your lover is also your friend, you soon find out how much each other cares for one another. I miss that, too. I am happy to say that what I experienced was indeed true love; I, in my soul, feel that is true. I have never, in my life, loved someone as much as I love you. You were my first true love. I miss you, your love, your friendship… But, I fucked all that up.

I guess in all of that, if it’s love that you feel, don’t mess it up like I did. Treat the person you claim to love as they are the only one; that they are your whole life; your whole world. That may seem a bit much, I know, but if you really love someone..show them you care. Mean what you say and say what you mean.

Love is a powerful thing…